The End of “This Is Just Who I Am”
Let’s be honest about the heaviest weight humans carry. It isn’t the trauma itself; it is the crushing belief that the trauma has become permanent.
I see this constantly in my practice. Clients come to me with an inner narrative that feels unbreakable. The one that tells them their anxieties are hardwired, their limitations are set in stone, and that the personality they developed to survive their past is the only one they will ever have. They try to change—reading the books, attending the seminars, white-knuckling through new habits—but so often, they snap back. They call it self-sabotage, but deep down, it feels like fate.
For years, in my work as a hypnotherapist and transformation coach, I have intuitively known this isn’t true. I have sat with clients and witnessed miraculous shifts where a lifetime of weight vanishes in a few sessions. I have seen the light come back into someone’s eyes when the heavy cloak of their history drops to the floor. I have always known that the human spirit is malleable.
But the hard sciences have lagged behind the knowing of the soul. Until now.
Something massive has just happened in neuroscience, something that borders on science fiction. A groundbreaking new study has provided the first-ever three-dimensional map of how deep transformative states physically rewrite the architecture of the human brain.
This research, published in December 2025 in the prestigious journal Cell, moves us past metaphors. We now have biological proof that the “self” you cling to is not a fixed structure. It is a temporary arrangement of neural roadways—and we have just learned how those roads are demolished and rebuilt.
I am no longer just talking to you about healing. I am talking about programmable rebirth.
The “Impossible” Map: How Science Traced the Soul
To understand the magnitude of this discovery, and why I am so excited to share it with you, we first need to understand the problem scientists faced.
For years, we have known about “neuroplasticity”—the brain’s ability to grow new connections. We knew that certain potent experiences, including deep trance states or those induced by psychedelics like psilocybin, triggered massive bursts of this plasticity. Think of it as the brain suddenly opening a vast construction site.
But there was a critical missing piece: We didn’t have a map. We knew that new roads were being built, but we had zero idea where they were going or which cities they were connecting. The brain has roughly 86 billion neurons, each with thousands of connections. Trying to trace a specific pathway was impossible.
Enter the researchers at Cornell University and the Allen Institute for Brain Science. They did something unthinkable.
To create this map, they turned to one of nature’s most terrifying killers: the rabies virus.
Why rabies? Because the rabies virus has a unique, terrifying talent. It is designed by evolution to travel backward through the nervous system. It jumps from a receiving neuron up to the sending neuron, perfectly tracing the chain of command in reverse.
The scientists took this deadly pathogen, stripped it of its ability to kill, and genetically engineered it to carry a fluorescent marker—essentially, a biological neon green highlighter.
They had created the ultimate neural tracking device.
In the study, they induced a high-plasticity state in subjects using psilocybin. Then, they injected this “neon rabies” tracker. As the brain began its rapid rewiring process, the modified virus hitched a ride on the new connections, lighting up the exact circuitry of change in glowing green.
For the first time in human history, we didn’t have to guess what transformation looks like. We could see it.
The Findings: Turning Down the Volume on Fear
When the researchers analyzed these millions of glowing neon pathways, they didn’t find chaos. They found a highly specific, beautiful blueprint of healing.
The rewiring wasn’t random; it was surgically precise. The brain was simultaneously building new bridges to the outer world while burning down the bridges to the internal structures of suffering.
1. The Awakening: Strengthening Connection to Reality (+10%)
The study found a significant increase (over +10%) in connections to sensory areas of the brain: the visual cortex, the motor cortex, and areas responsible for spatial awareness.
This explains the profound sense of “aliveness” my clients often report after a deep RTT session or breakthrough. The brain is literally wiring itself more actively into the present moment. The external world becomes vivid because more neural resources are being dedicated to experiencing it right now, rather than filtering it through past judgments.
2. The Liberation: Weakening the Grip of the Old Self (-15%)
This is the finding that changes everything for the trauma and healing work I do with you.
While sensory connections grew stronger, the researchers observed a massive 15% reduction in connections to the brain’s internal processing centers. The neon tracker showed that the highways leading to the specific regions responsible for maintaining your “story” of suffering were being physically degraded.
Which regions went offline? The villains of your peace of mind:
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- The Amygdala: The brain’s alarm bell, responsible for fear responses, fight-or-flight, and processing trauma.
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- The Insula: The center of anxiety, bodily tension, and the feeling that something is “wrong.”
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- The Default Mode Network (DMN): This is the big one. The DMN is the neurological seat of the ego. It is the relentless internal narrator that reminds you of your past failures, ruminates on the future, and obsessively references “I, me, my.” It is the engine of depression and rigid identity.
Think about what this means biologically. When you enter these deep states of plasticity—the kind I guide you into—the physical grip of your trauma loosens. The neural superhighways that keep you stuck in loops of anxiety and self-doubt are closed for construction.
The “you” that feels broken is not a permanent reality. It is simply a habit of neural traffic. And this study proves that traffic pattern can be interrupted.
The “Activity-Dependent” Key: Why You Need a Navigator
If the study had stopped there, it would have been revolutionary. But it went one step further, uncovering a detail that is the absolute linchpin of my practice at SoulNautic.
This is the most dangerous and liberating discovery of all: Neuroplasticity doesn’t just happen to you. It happens because of what you do.
The researchers discovered that this massive rewiring event was “activity-dependent.”
To prove this, they chemically silenced specific small regions of the brain during the plasticity window. The result? The silenced regions did not rewire. Even though the brain was swimming in the potential for change, the areas that were inactive remained stuck in their old patterns.
This is profound. It means that simply opening the door to change through, breathwork, deep meditation, or hypnosis, is not enough.
The brain becomes malleable, like wet clay on a potter’s wheel. But if the potter (your conscious attention) does not actively shape the clay, it will just spin chaotically, or worse, settle back into its old, lumpy shape.
This explains why so many people have powerful “breakthrough” experiences on their own, only to find themselves sliding back into old habits weeks later. They opened the window of plasticity, but they didn’t direct the traffic.
If your brain is highly malleable, but your attention drifts back to your fear, your unworthiness, or your trauma, guess what happens? You use that precious window of neuroplasticity to wire your trauma in deeper.
I often share the spiritual axiom: “What you focus on expands.” We now know this is not just a metaphor. It is a biological instruction manual for building a brain.
Engineering the Soul: My Approach With You
This science is the validation of everything I practice. It moves methodologies like hypnotherapy, Rapid Transformational Therapy (RTT), and deep subconscious coaching out of the realm of “alternative” healing and into the realm of applied neuroscience.
At SoulNautic, I have always understood that true change requires two phases: opening the subconscious mind, and then precisely reprogramming it. The Cornell/Allen Institute study has just provided the blueprint for why my approach works.
Your role in your own transformation is not passive. You are the architect. But when the construction site of your mind is wide open, you need a master navigator.
Here is how I apply this science to our work together:
1. Safely Opening the Window
I use proven techniques, deep hypnosis, guided trance states, and breakthrough coaching frameworks, to induce the very state of high neuroplasticity this study observed. I help you step outside the rigid control of your Default Mode Network without the need for external substances. I bring your brain into that state where the clay is wet.
2. The Surgical Strike on Trauma
Knowing that the fear centers (amygdala) and the ego centers (DMN) are offline during this state, I can help you access traumatic memories without re-traumatizing the system. The biological “alarm bell” is muted, allowing us to reframe and release old wounds at the root level, rather than just talking about them.
3. Directed Neuro-Engineering
This is the crucial difference in working with me. Because I know rewiring is “activity-dependent,” I do not leave your mind to wander during these deep states.
While the old roads of self-doubt are closed for repairs, I actively guide your attention to construct the new superhighways you desire. Through specific suggestions, visualizations, and emotional rehearsals, I force the brain to fire neurons related to confidence, abundance, self-worth, and health.
I take the “neon green highlighter” and deliberately draw the map of your future self, ensuring that is where the new biological connections are made.
The Blueprint is Yours
For too long, humanity has operated under the tragic assumption that we are the victims of our biology. That if you have been anxious for twenty years, you will be anxious forever. That your identity is a fixed sculpture, scarred by the past.
This new science tells a different story. It tells us that you are not a sculpture made of stone. You are a river of light and electricity, constantly capable of shifting your course.
The anxiety loop, the depressive spiral, the trauma response—these are not you. They are simply well-worn paths in a landscape that is waiting to be reshaped.
The science has caught up to the soul. The biological mechanisms of rebirth have been mapped. The question is no longer “Is real change possible?” The question is only, “Are you ready to take the pen and rewrite the map?”
If you are ready to stop repeating the past and start engineering your future, I am here to help you build it. Let’s begin.
(For those interested in the deep technical data of this breakthrough, you can read the full preprint of the study on bioRxiv here: Psilocybin triggers an activity-dependent rewiring of large-scale cortical networks, or a summary by Cornell University here: A dose of psilocybin, a dash of rabies point to treatment for depression)